Nice Masterpiece?

It reflects the love that they gone tru together.
Their love grew stronger.
There's once they said Forever.
Can the promises be fullfilled?
Only Heaven knows.
But one thing I'm sure.
They have their yesterday.
They have memories that always bare in minds.
Nobody can take their yesterday away.
Not even God.

I've once swore that i'll never changed.
I've once swore that i'll stay the same.
I've once swore that i'll never gonna forget you.
It all happened after I fell for you.
From time to time, I always remind myself not to do anything that could hurt you.
From time to time, I always said to myself that you love me because I feel the same too.

But, I was wrong.
You never love me.
You never swear what i swore before.
I never knew i could hurt like this.
It's all because of you.

Everyday i would pray that you could tell me that you love me.
Til now, I'm still waiting for morning to come.
Waiting for your arrival.
To hear those words from you.
To hope that you'll choose to stay.
To be by my side.
And never gonna leave me ever again.

Still waitin'....

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast,it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.

It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

Reaching the MAX. sienness.

Went to torch to meet friends.
Super the sien there.
Watch people play fusball,
Watch the girls take pictures all the way,
Watch some played pool.
What else?
Not to forget, I wished tzou en happy birthday.
=.=! i wondered why i born so late. Zzz. Everyone is 18 now.
And I'm still 17++?? lol.

Mum is in thailand now. Miss her muchX2.
My beloved bri is beside me.
He's wondering when is mum gonna be back i guess.
Keep looking at the main door.
lol.
I found nothing nice in penang. Really nothing that attracts me here.

No more pool.
Not fusball -.-
Perhaps, I rather stay at home and play online games. lol.
Thats why i wanna get the hell out of penang ASAP !
Really can't wait for 2 years later! =D

Another like 2 hours i gotta get ready to class d.
Malaysian studies EXAM !
My doomsday is here!
Hopefully i could pass this time.
I just hope for a C perhaps. xD
orr... B. lol
If i could get A, then it will be Amkong =.=!
Honestly speaking, i didn't touch a piece of shit.

Head scratch.

So looking forward to my diploma gratuation day.
Recently, my bro is having headache about persuing his degree at overseas.
Three-Four places he's dilemma.
-UK, sunderland
-Aus, New castle
-Aus, QUT (Qian will be going there)
-Stay back at Penang, Inti.

It makes me wonder, where will i go after 2 years?
Questions appear in my mind, keep asking myself.
And I was actually hoping to go aussie.
I never have the independent experience in my life before.
Perhaps, My mum always think i can't be independent as I don't do housework.
lol. The sieness in penang really make me have the idea of leaving here.
As i see, many of my friends are leaving me too. Ah chor, jan, and soon will be more!
Okay. Stop the topic here~

So boring right now. Watching life arts.
Zzz. Malaysian studies on this saturday.
I din even touch a piece of shit yet. Die Die Die

Yesterday by Leona Lewis.

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise
In the way that you're by my side

When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it I'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, In my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday.

They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday.

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or least where the story goes
But I never believed until now.

I know I'll see you again, I'm sure
No, its not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on your face
But they cant take yesterday.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasn't our destiny
Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong

No, I can, believe me
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday!

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday!!

All the broken dreams, take everything
They can never have yesterday~~


Soooooooooo Meaningful~~
Sign off,- von =]

Happy Day!

Happy Family =D

My Beloved Sister & Brother

Ah qian ~

Today

Ling yi came back. She went to inti right after she reached. Jeff fetch her there.
And after my class, i followed his car back to her home to put her stuff.
Then i fetch her to my place.
Rolling to the right
Rolling to the left
Walking here
Walking there.
Zzz. We played cards. DAMN ! lost 8 bucks.
Send songs to her phone. XD
My songs --> So chun kan?
After that, Went back to her house for dinner. lol
Then, went e-gate.
Then, send her brother back home.
And last place, Playground near her house to chit chatt.
(not only both of us. Jan included. &&Sufian. so random -.-)
Then i drove home alone. Zzz. Nothing special. Just bored & Tiring.
Gonna be busy for this whole week because of that B*tch. No offense!!!



Back home now.
But got the BAD NEWS.
Qian decided to go aus for her 1 year degree.
So sad!
There are problems between bro and her.
Making me so PEKCEK now.
Sigh.
I feel so hopeless to make nothing better.
I hope it only takes time to heal!
After that, Everything's gonna be OKAY !
As in, VERY OKAY

Happy Ending.
Happily Ever After~!

Sunday - 25th May 2008

Talking about yesterday:
I considered one of my happiest day in my life.
We celebrated my mummy's birthday at fisherman wharf at bayan lepas.
Eat eat eat. and cost about 260 if im not mistaken. Then, we took alot of pictures!
I'm glad that qian is there =D. So happy ! Looking at them being so *kekok* at first
makes me feel very awkward too. But, til the end.. They became quite close. xD
Took nice nice pictures. Mummy was so happy til she talked nonsense =.=!
After the dinner, qian went back to our place and watched 21.
Spent the whole night there until almost 2am. After that, bro fetch qian back. Sigh. I wonder when will i see her again the next time. Then me and mum played solitaire until
6a.m.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY !

It's true though!

I discovered this when i wanted to find something on the internet. It's so true! xD

HOW GUYS FLIRT:
1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:
1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

HURRAY !

Mummy's Birthday is on next monday which is 26th of May.
WHOO-hooo..
The best news is LI QIAN agrees to celebrate with us.
HEHE. I guess that's the best present for mum d.
I couldn't get to see her since the last time she came to visit us.
Sigh. But it's okay. Things are getting better and I will always put
my hands together and pray that it will become even better.

Zzz

Boring Day:
Final Exam is just on Tomorrow. yet, i'm sooo sooo Relax right now.
There's two to go. But after tomorrow, I'll be having hard time with my malaysian studies. The subject i hate the most. Last time, Now and in the future. But luckily, after i've passed this time. I won't be seeing that subject anymore.
Hmmm. Today's morning news~ Heard that David Cook won the champion. That's so Unfair. T.T. I'm so gonna watch the finale at 6p.m later. About 20 mins to 6p.m. XD.
Sooo sleepy right now.


Nights Von~

Smile =D

New Hair Cut.

New HairCut~

My new haircut. Don't make much difference actually. But then i feel so CLEAN NOW ! WHeeeeee xD

HAIR!!!

I HATE MY HAIR ! I NEED TO CUT MY HAIR DESPERATELY !
BUT CUT WHAT HAIRSTYLE!!!!??? I WANT TO DYE MY HAIR!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!

EMO again!

I can't sleep. And i fell in love with this EMO song when i'm EMO-ingg.
Jonas Brothers- When y0u look me in the eyes. While listening to that song, i realised i was actually thinking of someone.
REFER BACK TO BLOG DATED 23RD FEB 2008 -SAT
I think it's true. This is not the right time and yet, my remote control got strike by lightning and it couldn't manage to control manually. lol!!

Oh yeahh...ohhhh yea..
If the heart is always searching,
can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I never make it on my own.

Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.

I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,when you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never want to let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven. ohh
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh yeahhh..


Nights~ von.

XD

Happy Mood:
Ling yi just called. After so long.. Lol. I thought she's still mad because i didn't make it to her birthday party. It was my fault anyway. XD!

Discovery.

Wesak Day:
Went to Colin's place. Had fun more than group study. lol.
Went there about 4 something. Shaun came to fetch me. Waahh. Kamtung! T.T
all the way from his place to one stop and then to my house. But i guess shaun loves that outing the most RIGHT?! HAHA *winks*. Reached colin's and the first thing I ran from was HIS DOG. The siberian husky. lol. Jan asked : I didn't know you're scared of dog when you have a dog at home. I defended myself by saying i have a small dog and not a big ones. Haha. But in fact, i didn't even know i'm scared of big dog until now. Perhaps, I was wearing shorts just now.hmmm..
Okay. Stop the crap.
The discovery for today is......... I found out someone is in love. AND definitely i'm not the one! HAHA. Sometimes what i said in my previous post was true. People always spoke different from actions. So okay. I think it's not a right choice to continue telling stories here. No offense,alright!
BLAhhh blahh blAhh.. And then we online and see pictures. explored ppl's friendster profile. And had dinner at some indian restaurant. Then reached home about 11.
Just as usual TOMORO IS A BORING DAY AGAIN. Sumitra i'm gonna see you again! ~.~"
Finals is in another 1 week plus time. (wondering if i can competent! TOUCHWOOD~)

Sem 1 will end in another 2 weeks time. Jan will be leaving in another 1 month time.

Time is flying, so Life is short! LOL =.=

Jan.

2006, I got to know an innocent girl. Her name is Janice. The first day i talked to her.. hmm, i supposed it was when we tried to persuade her to genting trip with us. Haha. And we weren't close that time. Until something happened. I mean something not worth it happened. We wasted few months on that. On 10th Nov 2006, we started to be friends back =D. Then we started to keep contact, and soon we became good friends. =D. Til After Spm, It was my fault. =.="
However in 2008, I'm glad she's now my classmate. XD. But, great moments never stay eternity. She's leaving me Very SOON because she got the JPA scholarship. When she first told me about accepting it, i had a feelings worse than monster sour candies. Sigh. Hoping that she will change her mind. But, i know that's a right path for her future. More and more friends are leaving me. I know. I really know. But, i never expect the moment came so fast. And now it is jan's turn.

Make a Wish. And he told me his WISH =.=!

My Family. (I look messy!!!! it's okay as this is the only pic)

Bro's 21st Birthday. (17th May- Falls on Saturday)

Happy Birthday to my Bro. He's 21 now.

My mum threw a party for him.
We had an apartment stay at sri sayang on friday evening. Which means it was the same day as i met the accident with the dumb old man.
I called my friends. And i'm glad all of them made it there. XD
It's perhaps my bad luck day because of the accident but I'm happy as all of them celebrated birthday with my brother. HAHA. maybe i was even happier than my bro was.
Thanks to them, -jennifer, cy, jan, ceci, grace, ping, gwen, christ, shaun, colin, lst, and chun.-
IF someone ask me..what's your hope on your bro?
My answer : Actually i don't hope anything from him. i mean for me. I really dont hope he does anything nice for me. But all i can hope for him is to be more matured and take things easy. Make life as simple as possible. Don't do stuff which he don't love to do. But even if he loves to do something, but it's not right and it might hurt someone besides him, I advise him not to do so. Because as what i see now, He's hurted someone and at the same time, he hurting himself. He can get drunk everymonth, everyweek or even everyday, but he still cannot avoid from the problems.
Another hope - Sometimes, there's a idioms that suit him alot. Words spoken will bring harms to the body. Mulut bisa badan binasa??? HAHA. Whatever it is le. It's okay. I just wanna deliver the msg. lol- no matter in what situation or even with his family, i don't like him for being so sarcastic. Especially to the elderly,like my mother.

If he could fullfill my hopes towards him, he will then be the best brother for me.

Bad Luck day~ 16th May -2p.m

Friday; Pulau Tikus behind the nippon yataimura's restaurant. The field roundabout parking. The exact time - i cant remember. Estimated about 2pm. I met an accident which i never expect the accident will cost me 430!!! The victim who i bang his car, he's about midd 40's uncle. Rude & Spoke with broken English. Yes, i admit. It was my fault. I reversed without looking the back mirror and he honk, however i didn't heard as my amplifier reached the volume of 20+, while i was listening to the song Ching-A-ling by Missy elliot. HAHA. When I knew i knocked someone's car, the first thing I thought was to Hit & Run. However i didn't do so, cause i know my license will definitely "kena gantung" for 2 years. It doesn't worth it as I've just PASSED for 3 months plus. So, Immediately i get down from the car and apologized. That inconsiderate uncle screwed me up like hell. Luckily, shaun, colin, jan and ceci were there. They didn't know until they parked their car. Shaun tried to deal with the uncle but the same thing. That person screwed up ppl with his broken english. He called architect instead of mechanic to REPAIR HIS CAR! WHAT A JOKE! at that moment, i dont know i should laugh or i should cry. HAHA. He scold my mum as an uneducated person.When he's talking like someone illiterate. lol~! Then, my aunty passed by that place. She's the ING manager. I felt more secure with her presence there. Thanks to her. She settled everything for me. That "NOOB uncle" said something very stupid to my aunt. And the convo goes like that. " Her mum talked with high tone with me when her daughter bang my car!" My car is NEW, and so usually i drive carefully. HAHAHA ! So, i went to the back of his car and take a look at his number plate. LOL!! What A joke AGAIN ! PGA and he claimed his car as A NEW CAR ! Anyway, this accident taught me a lesson. I'm happy as my parents didn't scold me. XD But sorry dad, didn't mean to waste with your 430- =D

Make life simple-

A person who always make things complicated. Especially when it comes to personal matters. What comes to our minds when i talk about make life simple? Most of the people agreed with what i said. But the people who agreed with that, most of them can't make it in actions. A simple concept that hardly people could fully make it. Words spoken are always louder than their actions. If 90% of the people in the world make things simple, the world will be filled with peace and harmony. But how can we escape from this realm and this reality? There's no way to do so. Recently, I have so much frustrations that i can't even sleep well. Too many things happened around me that made me think that i shouldn't have grown up so fast. Mum always said, the older you are, the more pressure you'll have to face. I thought i've made it as i have no problem with the public. I thought i've conquered and overcome the pressure as I'm a happy-go-lucky person. But i was wrong. An orange that looks perfect from the outlook, seems to have a sour taste in it. And so, BOOM! Everything is Gone as I realised i have a lot of disatisfactions to my family. I tried to search for peace but I just couldn't help myself from finding fault with them. Perhaps, my patient aren't controling well. There's an intense feeling between me and them. Not my mum probably. Being not considerate and think too much which leads to complicated matters leads to a family which are no longer called as "Home Sweet Home".

Like usual days.

Nothing much about today. Just came back from college as holiday ended after two weeks break. Quite happy as a bunch of friends of mine have intake to inti ; jennifer, yen, grace, christ, vin, hmm.. who else? haha. I'm glad that a part of my group friends are still with me. Same college. =D. And today in college, We had fun. hmm.. just plain fun. in class i mean. We had MYOB subject today and again, we explored classmates's blog. HAHA. khang was so keen to see su yang's blog. XD. lol. About the 1.56a.m blog (talking about him yearning to get laid). lol. It's funny actually. How can a guy post such thing to let everyone just read it. Or maybe on that moment, he really needs someone to talk to. So perhaps, blaahhhh it out in his own blog is the right choice. Haha. That's the best positive reason i could ever think for him. Lol. Besides, su yang, someone did impressed me with his blog too. =D Guess who? Sam kor. Haha. His no doubt a cute & friendly guy. And i realised something in him. He's a DOG Lover. XD.

Exploring.

Tonight is the first time i explored everyone's blog. Usually i don't even care to read their blogs. Now i know, why ppl blog. It's true. Ppl who are no life blog! And they blog because they have motive. Probably their motive are the same. -Critisize people puas-puas because they have no guts to critisize them in front of them- =.=~ i felt damn sad for them. Cause that's a very "chicken" way to express their anger. lol. It's okay. I don't give a damn shit about those people. Gotta sleep now. =D Continue tomoro~