Bye bye Emo period! =D =D

JAN has left.
Emo period is goneeeeee.
Don't misunderstand!
Not because she's left so i'm not emo anymore.
It's about...
The matter that have made me struggled like hell for many many days.
I'm happy. It's over now. Everything went back to normal.
After enduring all the pain and pressure, I've
finally found myself back. XD.
I know it's not easy just by saying I'm over it just in few days time.
Frankly speaking, yes. Apart of me still thinking about it.
Still can't really move on.
I still couldn't let go that fast.
But, It's all rightttttttttttttttttttttt. Let nature take its course, it takes time to heal.
(Quote from PING! XD)

And now, CY keep saying OMG in every sentence =.=
She said Time flies. And now jan has left.
She thought I said jan still has 1 month here.
And now 0 month 0 days 0 hour 0 minutes. =.=

Really tired right now.
I slept for less than 8 hours in 3 freaking days.
Went out more than 12 hours per day.
Gonna DIE sooonnn !
Now, I gonna nap for 1 hour and go out d!
Ping's waiting for meeeee!!

What else can I say?

Everything is so over.

EVERYTHING.

Everything is getting from bad to worse.

I hope things will get better soon.

Jan is leaving tomoro.

I'm emo again.

Gonna miss her like HELL.

Thanks Jan, for everything you have done for me.

=D.

SEE YOU SOON! ♥

What IF your bf ever slap you?

Hmm.. Have you ever think of that question before?
What will happen if your guy ever slap you?
I have the idea to write this down cause I just witness
a guy who slapped his girlfriend. It was an interesting yet
an awful scene. But I just wanna write what I think if I put myself in their shoes.
Lol. In my personal opinion, in no matter what condition,
no matter how much your bf love you,
he has no right for being harsh to you.
This is Serious. Even if the guys apologized after that
or give excuses that he have done it just because he
loves you too much bla bla bla, I don't think it's possible
if I continue on with him.
And there's no such reason as he shows his love by whacking her
face =.=
And I don't think it's even possible if you forgive him because you think
your relationship had gone tru so far.
A guy who could slap his girl. I don't call that LOVE.
I don't call him a guy too. A gay perhaps.
Haha. lol. I apologize if i offended anyone in this post.
But this is what i personally think and not intend to hurt anyone's feelings.
=D

LING YI LOST HER PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF!!! GOH LING YI LOST HER IPHONE!!!!
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY AM I NOT THE ONE WHO STEAL IT!!
SO SAD!!
HAHAHA!!
jkjk!!!

Another Emo day.

I hate myself when I got Emo.
Same goes to Today.
I can't help it.
But It just happened in front of my friends.
(1.30am____)


(3.56am____)
I was carried away just now. So yeah,
now I continue..
I'm alright now! =D
Happy happy back.
Thanks to Qian.
This is no big deal for the future.
Education plays the Big deal in our life.
Why worry so much about what happens tomorrow?
Just enjoy today, And don't worry about tomorrow.


(4.21am____)
Got distracted by Shaun jin =.=
But it's okay.
Our convo is kinda Interesting,
Haha.
So today, I went out
with Jan & her cousin, Ed.
Went for BBQ and Steamboat.
It was a nice day at first
But it turned out to be my emo day
at night.
Maybe it was because I was too tired
and sleepy.
Felt so sorry. I've made the
situation became tense. --thats what jan said. T.T

Tomorrow.

What I need to do tomorrow & tomorrow & tomorrow?
There's no plans. no hurry. no worries.
Any time anymoment I can do anything I'd love to do.
Frankly speaking, for this moment
I really don't want the time to pass so fast.
It's like the Best moment in my life.
Friends are all around.
Not facing any pressure.
Not Studying.
Just shake legs at home everyday.
XD. Hang out whenever I want.
Wheee-Hee.
No life, But yeah.. I LOVE IT.

IM SUFFERING FROM STIFF NECK!

Feeling so Uncomfortable.

I can't SLEEP!

Just came back from club.
At first was glo. Then, Mois Mois Mois~~
It was DAMN FUN! haha.
Especially Su Yang. Wahaha.
@##$^%$^$%&$!!

A Nice Picture =))

Sandra =))

* Hey hey Hey.

Back in Penang. (From KL & Pangkor)
Dissatisfied, yet FUN!
It was because I didn't get to shop much.
Don't have much time to let me shop. Sob.

Alright. Let me start from Day 1 of the trip.

First Day
Early in the morning, about 6.30am shaun and colin
came to my place and picked me up.
The traffic jam was terrible at that time
especially greenlane there.
Then, we picked ping up about almost 7 when we reached her place.
Then, Jan's turn.
Before we started our journey to KL, we had breakfast opposite the PISA
place. I don't know what's the name of the kopitiam. paiseh. =.=
Then, about 8 something.. We were all READY to goooo!
Shaun drove all the way. Then Colin take turns. Then, Jan drove too for a while.
The whole way, I was really tired cause i didn't sleep at all but I couldn't sleep.
Same goes to Ping. So, we camwhore all the way. HAHA.
Then, about 12 something if i'm not wrong, We reached shaun's hse.
To visit his Grandpa. Waited for him to bathe and then, we went to
pick ling yi up at Taylor's to lead us to Jon's place.
But ended up, She had to call so many people to Jon's place cause
she herself was also unsure about the way.
So when we reached Jon's, It was already about 2pm.
His apartment was damn BESAR++.
The best part is his mum's food. So yummy!
Then, We went to Sunway mall.
Didn't bought much.
Oh ya, I got to know ling yi's friends. =D
Especially Sandra. We can click so well. And yeah,
I had a lot of FUN with her. haha. It's really nice to meet her. XD
We went to Asia Cafe at night. Played pool a while then went down
for a drink. And played texas poker. =.=" I lost like F*CK.
After that, at night about 2am. I was the first to fell asleep.
Sorry guys. I was f***ing exhauted. I heard Ping complaint about me
the next day cause I conquered the whole blanket and she
almost frost to death.

Day 2--
I slept the earliest but I woke up the latest.
Everyone waited for me to picked Ling yi up from coll.
Then we went mid valley to shop again.
Shaun, Colin & Jon bought liquor (absolute vodka), after we
have our final decision not to go club.
We went home and hang around til 1am
And we went swimming at 1am!! =.=
Its a bad bad decision to go swimming
That B*tch, ly. Pushed me down to the pool.
And my knee hit something and I almost DIE =.=
Jk jk -.- I was just exaggerating.
My knee is full of scratches now. Thanks to her.
Then we played "I NEVER" game.
Everyone was tipsy at the end.
Jon especially. He vomited like mad til his top stinks.
Me -- Talked nonsense as usual. Zzz.
But Ling yi tried to make me awake with several ways.
Its not good to mention the ways here. HAHA
And It works. I felt okay after that.
Then, We watched football exclude--Jon.
T.T Portugal Lost.

Day 3--
Got up late. Then get ready to Pangkor Island.
Ate kampung fried rice there. DAMN BEST!
Then,
Ride bicycle & Canoeing
Jan and Ping fell into the sea cause they tried to change
places in the midd of the sea.
I laughed nonstop when I heard Jan can HAHA when she already
fell into the sea. HAHA!
Then we rushed for the last ferry back after colin & shaun bought
Ikan bilis and hebi for their mums. Good son good son. haha.
Pity Jan & Ping. They were freezing all the way.
Then We got back to Penang at around 1am.

Last of all, I would like to Thanks to those that made this trip a memorable ones.
Shaun, Colin, Jan, Ping, Goh Ling Yi, Sandra, Jon, Jon's mum, AND... Jon's maid !

Happy Father's Day.

Happy Father's Day, dad!
Love you like I always do.

XD XD XD XD XD

J a n J a n.

HAHA! I discovered jan's blog today. If she didn't tell me that she has a blog, I wouldn't even care to search for it. So yeah, Jan im sorry for exploring your privacy. But I know you don't mind right cause yesterday you said you will give me soon. So it doesn't matter soon or now right?
It's okay. I'll keep it to myself until you're ready to show to the public.

Uncontrolable tempered.

Yes, I wanted to go sooooo "DESPERATELY". So?
Is there anything wrong with it?
Is there anything got to do with you?
And if ya'll aren't happy with it, you think I'll even give a damn?
No offense, But..
I can't stand the sarcastic attitude of him.
He might think it's cool or something so proud to show.
But I think it's kinda lame.
Sometimes its true what others see in him.
A lamer but acted like an experienced man.
LOL! I apologized for being harsh. But i just can't help it.
I was fucking pissed off at that mo.
But, you know. Patient has a limit.
When it's overlimit, it will explode.

Happy Birthday, ALYN!
XD

A memorable Picture of me & her
teeeeheee

New life has just begun.

13th June.

I woke up at 11 something. I consider that kinda late.
Then, my piano teacher came. I played OK. Average le.
Then, I walked around. And i remembered my one of my
to-do lists. (go hiking with aunty)
Then, I grabbed my housephone and called her.
She said okay. So, I followed her there.
The hiking journey was terrible. I never knew I would be hiking
a secondary forest! I almost gave up halfway in our journey.
I even almost slipped because of the slippery mud.
Now, I really salute my aunty of her hiking skill.
She has been hiking for 7 years/ one week 5 days. ORO!
Then after that, we went back home to bathe.
I was gonna die of hunger.
So, mum brought me and aunty to Jemputree for dinner.
Nice Environment. & the price is quite cheap. XD

The Change.

Before I switch on my laptop, I was already on my bed; planning to sleep earlier cause i must wake up earlier tomoro to do some stuff. But,
I can't sleep. All i can think of now is to write this down as evidence.
lol. So i got up from the bed, came down to living room, and drank a cup of water.
From today onwards, I wanna change my living style.
It won't be a sure thing i could make it. But anyway, I'll try my best.
It will be something hard for me as i woke up 4pm everyday
And sleep at 7am everymorning.
I knew it was an unhealthy lifestyle. But I just couldn't deny that I'm just too lazy to rewind back my previous living style (that was before the holiday).
Thinking about what I did everyday in this 3 weeks make me felt guilty. Not to anyone but to myself. What i'm doing everyday now is what people called it as NO LIFE.
I've been spending time doing nothing. Eat, sleep & hang out. Those are the things i did most of my time these days. Life is short. Spend everymin worthwhile.
And again, I asked myself.
How am i gonna make my life more meaningful?

So here's my plan.
From tomoro onwards,
-I will wake up at 9. Or the latest is 11pm. Get myself prepare for the day.
-Pray everymorning after I wake up.
After that,
-Play my piano. (i didn't practise for fr*aking long ady. lol) My teacher is gonna fire me as her student. I'm so sorry about that.
hmm..
-Then help mum with the housework! XD. Perhaps, I can learn the way to iron clothes. haha. I think it's time for me to learn how to be a good housewife.
-Maybe, I can online / watch tv for a lil while. A lil while means the maximum hours is only 3 hours.
AND
-Control my diet! I've been eating dammnn ALOT this few days. Gained 1kg !! Zzz. Stop eating tibit/keropok/mee/gas drinks/cheesecakes/bacon/ etc when I'm free! Free time doesn't mean eating time.
-Read storybooks when you're too free. Don't chew anything when you're reading. and
-My Eye Bags & Dark circles. Take care of your face before It's getting worse.
-Tidy up room from time to time.
-Go jogging with aunty 3 days perweek.
-Save money for the upcoming trip.
-Try to find a job (To get more pocket money~!!)
-Cut down online games.
-Cut down often outings. (Outings > Money)
-Sleep earlier. (About 11pm or Before 2am!) IMPORTANT NOTE!

What else to check out?

Okay. Now We talk about...
What are my to-do lists and aims to be fullfilled?

-First of all, I wanna improve my piano skill as It's getting MESSEDUP!
-Then, I want my eyebags to HILANG! lol. as in TOTALLY GONE!
-I want my hair to get longgggggggggggg! DESPERATELY need it to be longER! I might try to curl it one day. =D
-Mummy's lil girl! teeeheee.
-Get a CAR! OR a car that I can use anytime.
-Get SLIMMER. And if possible, I wanna have packs. wahahah!
-More moreee cash to buy moree moree clothes.
-A memorable trip that is coming soon. It will be a last trip before my friend is leaving!
-Make a schedule for myself and make sure I follow it all the time.
-No pimple Forever!! XD

It's late now. And I promised to start a healthy lifestyle tomoro. So, yeah.
GOODNIGHT~

Back from Inti international Night.

It wasn't as fun as I thought.

But overall, with the presence of my friends.

It was alright =)

Can i just SPAM today?!!!
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faDFADFAFADFFFFFFFFFFFFFFuuuuuuuucccckkkkk!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

DIE!!
HATEEEE~
HaLLEhJAh!!

ooooohhhhlalal!

wwhhhhhhhyyyyyy????!!

Boring Day.

Nothing much. I woke up at around 4p.m.
Hang around at home & drove out to Mr.Pot at 9.15 to meet old friend.
Then after that, me and Ryan were starve to death. Actually, Not him.
It was me. Then he introduced me the chicken wings at Song River.
So we headed there to try the chicken wings.

He said : IF you say the chicken wings not nice, I chop off my dick.

hahaha!

I was hoping that it's not nice!

Yeah yeah.. It was damn DELICIOUS~

I was still hungry after that. And again, he said I intro you one burger mamak.

So we headed to Say Por Kiew to try the burger!!

YUMMY~!

In a day, I think i gained 1kg d =.=

Thanks to you, Ryan. Zzz.

Came back and continue my boring life again.

Online, Play games. Doing nothing. No life. AHHH!

HELP, PEOPLE! Find me a JOB! Keep me busy before I kill myself due to

Sienness!!!

Group photo

Yen, hiao =.=

Dices game. Pity you, yin choo. xD

Swing,Faces.

Me & Wei wei.

Tiring day - Yesterday

Yesterday was A Hell night.
Ah chor came back from singapore in the morning.
Then She asked us to go out.
So, we went faces for dinner.
Yen msged sw : What time von gonna fetch you?
Sw : 7.30
Yen : What? Can she reach by 8? Make sure punctual.

7.30.. Punctually, i fetch sze wei.
Then me, cy, and sze wei reached there at 8.
Ah chor was there d.
And we waited for HALF an hour for the rest of them.

At 8.20. I msg yen. Von : You damn punctual.
Yen : Turning de!
And they took 15 mins for that turning! LOL.
We had fun talking crap (as usual) at faces.

9 something. We finished eating.
Then we decided to go BED for a drink.
Lol. We played dices game there.
Yinchoo, Tze wei, Jennifer, & Me.
HAHA. I played cheat. Sorry guys! XD

Then after that, Sze wei wanna go clubbing.
So, in the end left me, sze wei and cy there.
Not to forget, I wished Ryan happy Belated birthday too.
XD. Then we chao around. Momo, Glo, Momo, Glo..

Then HOME~

Ahhh!

I'm feeling sooo weak right now!
I think I have sickness.
AHHH ! Heart pain!!!!
Heartattack~~!!!

Zzz

Went to New world park, Old town.
Ate the bread and white milk tea.
Eat til almost vomit -.-.
Then,went to Torch today.
Ly's last day.
T.T. Gonna miss her like HELL!
Drank beer and Played fusball.

Now at home.
Feeling terrible.
Don't know why. Having heartache.
Ouchs.

Gonna eat something heavy later.
Sign out-von

Club`

Good times with friends are never enough for me.
Includin' yesterday.
It was a fun night. But, by the end of the day,
Everyone became so emo. Zzz.
We went to Glo again.
With my para buddy buddiess. =D
Christ, Jan, Ping, Ling yi, Madeline, Mable.
Shaun & Colin & others of their friends.