When I get to see you,
I make every sec worthwhile,
Cause very often I miss you whenever you're not around,
And I don't know when you will be gone.
I always hope to hold you tight.
I've been waiting for my dreams to turn
into something,
Which I often call it as miracles.
I trust in miracles everyday.
Or perhaps I'm demanding too much in each passing day
Til, I have this broken heart now.

I'm tired of waiting,
I'm sure you won't want me to wait either.
But, moving on is not as easy as words spoken out.
Too much memories, Too much sacrificial
that I can't just let go in just a flick.

Everytime I stare up at the stars,
I wonder just where you are
I wonder just if you miss me like I do.
I taste the bitterness in my tears,
Never know lovin' you isn't a good thing,
Leading me to a bad, bad way
It's hurting me to HELL.

I might look strong to you,
I might look happy in front of everybody,
But tell me, how strong could a paper heart be.
Deep inside me, bleeding.. still bleeding,
This wound is hard to heal,
It killed my pride inside most of the time.
I know It feels like the end now,
Really, I don't want things to be in this way,
God, Do I deserve alll this?
I always ready to run.. just to be with him,
All the time, willingly.
Even with my bare feet,
Even if it's hurtin',
But can you tell me why you trapped me to the dead end?
Why?



................................................................. LOVE is a LIE

CHINESE LESSON

这是爱承诺用心恋爱注定要和你同步飞身爱海
谁人是最爱全程投入去爱 有你每日也精彩
永远与你一起日后都只爱你永远的心动每日也令我回味珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记爱你能教我幸福一世纪
永远的心动每日也令我回味珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记爱你能教我幸福一世纪感激遇到你
承诺用心恋爱注定要和你同步飞身爱海
谁人是最爱全程投入去爱 有你每日也精彩
永远与你一起日后都只爱你永远的心动每日也令我回味珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记爱你能教我幸福一世纪
Oh, baby, I love you, I love you everyday
永远的心动每日也令我回味珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记 爱你能教我幸福一世纪感激遇到你


Word by word I type it out myself. Great success!! It almost took me two days. LOL! But of course I did refer abit laaa. HAHA.
Meaningful, right?

This week :
It's been a really tiring week. College started,
Besides, my life explore to working experience, at least I know how
hard to earn every penny.
I almost break down, seriously.
Went to class everyday but I couldn't really concentrate.
My mind is thinking about other things that I don't think
I should continue day dreaming about that.
Promisesbroken, so what?
Heartbroken, so what?
I'm numb with that. plus I'm dumb to get commited. =D
NO BIG DEAL! HAHA!
Gonna work every weekends and tuesday on the following days.
Doesn't matter if I get to hang out on weekends or not.
I'm gonna work to keep myself busy. (can keep fit also), although
I know it's gonna be real pressure. Studying and working at the same time.
But with strong determination, I guess it's not gonna be a problem.

Selfish! Stubborn! Never care for my feelings! Stupid! Unappreciate! EGO! What else?!! Am i doing too much, even more than what i'm suppose to do? I think this is beyond part of my job. So, I guess.. i should set a guideline for myself so that I won't go over the limit anymore. Remind myself again and again. For your information, I'm Not emo, but GERAM! AHH! -.-

It's quite nuts as I can sleep for almost 18hours a day. LOL.
Yesterday was the first day of class.

I didn't sleep the whole night again, as usual.

Not used to it yet.

I tried to sleep since 12am. But til, 3am I was still

rolling about the bed.

So, I went downstairs to the living room to watch AOD

again..
Without realising, I watched for about 4 hours

and soon, I prepared myself ready for first day of class.

Went to class, Felt like DYING, not out of my expectation. =.=

Alright. Law Class and then, management accounting and last, MYOB.

All the books are as thick as kamus dewan. Zzz.

Class ended at 3p.m

Went back home and then about 4p.m I fell asleep!

Til.. 7a.m!

LISTEN, I haven't finish yet.

7a.m i woke up and watched tv a while. About 11 something

I fell asleep again. LOL. Until.. 2pm. This is Insane -.-

But, nvmmmm! That's once in a blue moon thing.

Talking about today :
I met up with sze wei. It's been a long time since I met her.
So, yeah.. No changes. xD. Still the same old same old wei wei.

And refering back my timetable,

Oh our GOD~ 8am - 5pm!

Zzz. 1 hour break in between only.

Sigh.

Well, Today i'm not really in good mood.

No more further elaboration.

=D

Waiting for 12a.m to Ping's Birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PING!

PITY the Tiramisu Cake. T.T. Covered by sand pulak.
Sigh sigh sigh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREGORY NG!

W.E.A.K

Too much drama these days.
Zzz. I don't know why all this happened.
But, Really.
I didn't like all this. To be exact, I HATE
all this. Dilemma situation always happened on me.
Can this don't happen anymore?
Neither to my friends nor to me.
Peace is what I want. =D

AHHH! =D

Qian

Qian has left yesterday 5pm.
Really 'mm seh tak' her.
Missing her so much already.
Lol. I cried before i even reach air port today.
Haha. *paiseh nia* =.=
But can't blame me le. All my bro and mum's fault.
They talked about moments with her in the car!
Time passed very fast when we were at the air port.
Tear drops again when we hugged her before she went in
the departure place.
I really wonder if everything would still stay the same
when the time she comes back.
I hope it will.
Bro is waiting.. All of us are waiting..
Bro, gonna count down from today onwards?
Hehe. Besides counting down, saving money is
important too right? ;) *winks XD

T.T

3 days left.
To be more accurate, 3 days and 1 hour left.
Li Qian going off to Aus to persue her degree.
Really sad when I think of it.
For most probably 1 or 1.5 years!
How can I tahan not to see her for such a long time!?
Sigh. The worst thing is.. Bro and her aren't together anymore.
At least if they are together, I'm still linked with her.
And probably, We wouldn't lose contact. That's for sure.
But eventho she's not my current sis in law anymore, But
I'll still treat her like my own sister. I LOVE HER, my Sis-Qian-!