Thursday, November 20, 2008

This is Life.

Currently, compare to my secondary school life.. It's totally different. Mum claimed that I went out too often lately. But for me recently i've been staying at home too much. Zzz. How dull is my life. It's totally not happening at all. I'm getting bored of it. And I can't wait for my last paper to finish. I wanna party like how I used to in sem 1. Life is getting tougher which I don't like it at all. Studies never be my first priority. Never ever before. But now, I was force to make it my first priority. Because Money is my first priority. and my fees are paid by cash. lol. I'm crapping d. Zzz. I have alot to say.. But everything is just not connected, so don't mind if i make it a random post? Kay.. First, I hate my complexion right now. Eversince the kerachut trip, my skin is getting darker, my face is getting blacker, my forehead is getting more pimples.. Everyday I see my face, I see nothing nice but the inner beauty of mine. LOL! I'm just joking. HAHAHA! okay.. moving on to the second... I don't like my hair now. Not because I complaint it's not soft enough.. But i'm frustrated it is not LONG enough. I know people must be thinking.. siao wan.. how will it become long when i keep cutting it! =.=" yayaya.. I regretted cutting it. I'm jealous when I see girls will long and silky hair.. sob sob. And and.. My mum is getting more and more annoying these days. I don't know why everyday I sure gonna get screwed by her. Everyday WITHOUT FAIL. Especially when it comes to housework. She complaint I always sit at home do nothing.. just know how ta sleep eat bathe watch tv online bla bla blaaaaa.. She will screw whenever she gets to. I don't know what's her problem! F**k! And when I did everything she asked me to do, she will still screw! Why? "Oh.. you did not enough. You did not good enough!" WTFUCK MAN!
This is insane man. I don't know what she wants. I really don't like this feelings. The thought of running away is getting stronger.. Sigh, though I really don't wish to leave home. But believe me, few more times this happen to me ever again, I shall do that. I want a home which covers with peace, love and tolerance.. not quarrels, yells and tears. I know she is having alot of pressure in her work these days. But please, Don't throw it to me. Whatever whateverrrrr!
I'm busy already now. Gonna watch my AOD shows d! =D



Signing off,
Von. =))

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Personality Test. XD

You Are An ENFP
The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What Von means.

What Von Means
You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

How Sinful Am I?

Your Deadly Sins
Sloth: 40%

Envy: 20%

Greed: 20%

Pride: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice.

Love it!