To be continued...

Continue with my 5th Day of CNY - 30th of January 2009.
Lets skip the 4th day cause I slept almost the whole day. Ha ha.

Today, I woke up at 5 plus. Get myself ready to Cy's place. Thought she saja wanna ask us go her house pai cia. But I didn't know the pai cia party would be so GRAND! HAHA! Guess I don't have to elaborate more cause we took quite a number of pictures. I'll upload it sooonn..
Then, after we makan... We planned to go somewhere to chill. And again.. We ended up partying at UPR again. Zzz. At first, we just sit at our "space ship"(smoky jack). But after drinking some yucky coffee liquor, Ah bong and Tze Wei ajak us go mois. They opened bottle and we had soo much fun!! Not really packed tonight. The crowd was just right. XD. Within half an hour, we managed to drink the whole bottle of liquor. Not bad not bad. XD and ALL still SOBER!

Pictures? Refer to chiu yong or Jennifer's blog. XD

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6th day of CNY! ehhh.. I lazy type d. I took few pictures of the day. Ya'll slowly go predict what happened la. Zzz.

We went tropica fruit farm

My daddyy!!

My mommy! <3

My BRO! He is checking if there got lizards anot.
*dia takut cicak mia!!! kakak!*

Fruits...

BY THE WAY, I found this creature at Gwenny's hse while I was playing wii with her!Sikit terkejut when I touched it and it's actually some watery stuff. Din expect it to be so soft. =.=

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In a quiet moment right now, I stared at the screen blankly. All I ever think is about him once again or would I say one last time. This time it's not about missing him, but it's about moment of truth. Maybe it's right that there's no true love in this world or perhaps I don't even have the right to talk about it at this age. I know I've move forward. After struggling for such a long period, I've finally realised my strength to continue struggling has gone. Love just doesn't exist in my heart or mind anymore. I broke down enough and my cells died-ed enough. Guess I've made up my mind and clear enough to think rationally. =D

Pre, 1st, 2nd, 3rd Day of CNY!

Happy Chinese New Year! Gembira Cina Baru Tahun! Gong hei fatt choi! Gong xi fa chai! Budeeepi'neh yer!
(Paiseh.. I created the tamil word wan. =.= There's no such word I supposed?)

Well well well, Everything went great. So far so good.
I enjoyed eating CNY cookies and biscuits (pineapple tarts, ciku and bahu piah are three of the best among all).
They are addictive!


So started with my 30 meh.. It was great overall.
Steamboat......
My mom prepared everything. I didn't help her because I woke up late.
Sorry, mom.. I'll help you next year aite!
But I cleaned up the carpark and washed daddy's bike. Lol.
The eating and gambling session all together lasted about 5 hours
Then after that, I stayed at home alone. And my whole family went clubbing. =__=
Was damn pissed off. But I was the one who chose not to go.
heeeeeeee. Too tired already, that's why lazy.. =D

Steamboat of the night!

This year got abalone!! first time. nice nice!

Fooddddd... Here I come!

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First Day of CNY - 26th of January 2009.
Stayed at home practically the whole day.
My aunts and uncles came and pai cia.
Ang paus ang paus. Compare with two years back, this is really nothing.
T.T really saddening. Then I called LY and other friends to come over my place
and make up a gamble plan. Another saddening part. Lost almost 8o! Damnn!
Gambled with my brother and his friends til 6 in the morning
And I fell asleep when I planned to take a rest only. lol

Mommy and Bro =D

Introduce my hebri! *kiss kiss*

And this lil girl, my dad's friend's daughter. She does colouring just like what I always do. XD

And that's why we are good friends now. XD

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Second Day of CNY - 27th of January 2009.

My aunt - My dad's sister - My cousin's place.

Went there after we had enough rest. Took our own sweet time
We were notified earlier to be there at 7p.m for potluck session
Due to laziness, my dad bought curry fish head there and
tipu them that we cooked the curry fish head ourselves.
And the funniest thing was.. when my uncle asked.. "What fish is this har?"
My dad tougue-tied a while but he managed to cover it quick by naming
a type of fish which I never heard of it before. NOT BAD HUH!
HA HA!
After hanging there and gambled a while, we headed to R&B club with
them. Drank not really much. But mom screwed me for misbehaved.
=____= ..
After hanging there til about 1.30a.m, We changed venue to Corner Club.
Brother joined us.
My two uncles sang some oldies songs there. Not bad not bad. XD
The crowds gave them applauses. *clap clap!*
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Third Day of CNY - 28th of January 2009.
Which is 6 hours ago.
My aunt and uncle from KL needa go back to KL already.
So they came over to my place for a while to 'keng kai' awhile
Andd.. We even did some cards magic. Wahaha!
Too funny to describe it here. lol
Then, we headed to Telur kumba (If i spell it right)
for Dinner.. Last dinner before they go back KL. Sobb
The seafood was superb. And... It's not expensive summor!
Then I immediately rushed them back home
because I needa get ready to go club already!
About 11 plus, shaun came and fetch me.
Mois was super packed! Packed like sardin fish. Lol.
Fame as well. Went in Mois and not fame instead.
Bumped into many people and I joined Sze Wei at last.
Til' Shaun asked to go back d. So I followed him back.
And now, I'm very tireddd already!
No pictures taken today =(
Goodnight! AND
HAPPY CNY!
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The last message,
It entails reflection upon the truth
Leaving behind the marks and memories
Memories which shall never be mentioned
The time I had drown
paralyse in the darkness
without any guide
Goodbye which never been said
Avoiding keeps going on
Denying the presence of truth
Protecting self pride and interest
Giving reasons to make excuses
lf feel better
Even it means comforting and lying upon self
Living in complete darkness and cold everyday
But it's all over by now.

Over.

What's the truth in it?

Either you destroy it or you choose not to know.
=]

Why not make it over?

I'm sick of being a fool.

SAY GOODBYE and Never Turn Back.

I <3 Karaoke. HA HA!

I turned in early yesterday or I would say just now. Probably about 10.30p.m, and surprisingly I woke up even earlier than I expected. I woke up at 4a.m and I couldn't sleep anymore. The current time is 7.07a.m. Been awake for almost 3 hours already. I miss karaoke.
Let me talk about yesterday in a more detail form. I slept at 6a.m woke up at 11.30a.m. I postponed my piano lesson due to my laziness but I'd never lazy having fun. Duh. Who does? Ling Yi called and according to our plan we were supposed to go about 2 which is after my lesson ended. But since I've awaken by her so early, we make it earlier before I fall asleep back. So about 12.30 I started my journey to fetch Christ & LY and then headed to Gurney for karaoke -RedBox-.
Seriously, We sang We scream We laughed out loud and We even danced! Words can't describe how fun it was. For that 3 hours, time seems to pass so quickly! We shall go again this Friday if possible, aite. ;D
After that, we went Coffee Bean to chill for a while before I headed home for dinner with my family. The traffic jammed terribly and it took me 25 minutes to get home from Greenlane to Farlim.

By the way, I'm crazily in love with the song Unfaithful by Rihanna. It's an old song I know and it hints nothing about me. But, it's just SOOO nice! XD

I shall go back to sleep. Night night!
Dreams..Dreams.. Of when we had just started things. Dreams of you and me.. -Littlest things-
7.20a.m--

7aste Night.

An one hell DAY.
Started my journey about 1 plus. I knew it gonna be damn tiring today!
So, went to fetch cy, then sze wei, then yen and the last, Jennifer.
We went prangin to shop for CNY clothes for approximately 6 hours.
Met up with Grace and Irene there too. =D
I was f***ing exhausted. Til I almost fell asleep in the car when they went to
blow bubbles =.=" sounds lame i know. Memang lame actually. lol.

After that, Went dinner with them at the best burger in the world -according to LCY-
Then headed to UPR after that. Yeah yeah..didn't plan earlier about that. Every time I happened to feel naked in club cause unexpectedly we had plans to go club last minute wan. Seriously every time lorr -.-
And this timeee... no surprise for me again lo.
And didn't know there was an event held outside momo. 7aste Night.
DAMN!! It was reallllyyy fun! Free flowww.. as in two alcoholic drinks per person for whoever that list out the lowest percentage of the bid. Aiya. Lazy wanna explain further about the bid thing le. Besides, take pictures for free too! There are free shots tooo!! wow! everything for FREE! And not to forget, Angel chui ling, one of the HK host(i suppose) was there too! She was damn friendly! XD. Lol. And when we went there with the right people, obviously it will make a big difference right? So can ya'll roughly imagine how fun our night was? And oh ya! We even witnessed a fight! About 20+ ppl whacking a guy. 20 over chairs were threw towards him. T.T SCARY!! I almost cried! (yeah believe it!)

Pictures coming up! Ya'll wait... wait.. better wait.. It worth waiting......
I'm darn tired right now! Goodnight, everyone!

KO.