Scroll back my previous post. Lol.
End of the day.
End of the day.
To : you, the someone
For this strong commitment of me indirectly stepped into, to be honest, I have no regret.
Blaming you at first is mainly because of my selfishness, I committed too much and I thought
I could get something back in return. But when I came to think of it with my rational mind,
I chose to walk on this path, I must be rational and responsible with what I've done. It brings no advantage to both of us, by neither to blame or to demand too much. Might as well I give up everything, just for my one last wish from me to you to be granted, -Be happy always-. I know you have someone in mind, go find your happiness, I'd be happy for you.. watching you somewhere far. As I have told you before, you might take this just a minor thing it's okay, but to me, It's not something minor at all. I've once loved you.
Just promise me one last request I ask for, will you? Never forget about me. =) All right?
Even until the next time I found someone who I think way way better than you that
manage to replace you in my heart, but still, I'll never gonna forget you, my first love.
Thanks for Everything. =]
I feel so much better now after blasting off another emo post of mine. Great job, von!
While for now, I'm searching for my real happiness like how he does. Having faith to continue my life to become a better person. No more haunting or nightmares by the previous ones. I know someone is always there for me in no matter what situation. I appreciate it alot. And his scarifying will not be wasted, no worries. Not now perhaps, but soon. Cause I think it is quite fast if it work out now, and I remembered a friend of mine present me a phrase 'The hottest love has the coldest end'. I don't want the bad history to be repeated again. I want it to be as perfect as It could be.
Love.
You Are An ENFP |
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused |
What Von Means |
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
Your Deadly Sins |
Envy: 20% Greed: 20% Pride: 20% Gluttony: 0% Lust: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice. |