Stories of my life.

To : you, the someone

For this strong commitment of me indirectly stepped into, to be honest, I have no regret.
Blaming you at first is mainly because of my selfishness, I committed too much and I thought
I could get something back in return. But when I came to think of it with my rational mind,
I chose to walk on this path, I must be rational and responsible with what I've done. It brings no advantage to both of us, by neither to blame or to demand too much. Might as well I give up everything, just for my one last wish from me to you to be granted, -Be happy always-. I know you have someone in mind, go find your happiness, I'd be happy for you.. watching you somewhere far. As I have told you before, you might take this just a minor thing it's okay, but to me, It's not something minor at all. I've once loved you.
Just promise me one last request I ask for, will you? Never forget about me. =) All right?
Even until the next time I found someone who I think way way better than you that
manage to replace you in my heart, but still, I'll never gonna forget you, my first love.
Thanks for Everything. =]



I feel so much better now after blasting off another emo post of mine. Great job, von!
While for now, I'm searching for my real happiness like how he does. Having faith to continue my life to become a better person. No more haunting or nightmares by the previous ones. I know someone is always there for me in no matter what situation. I appreciate it alot. And his scarifying will not be wasted, no worries. Not now perhaps, but soon. Cause I think it is quite fast if it work out now, and I remembered a friend of mine present me a phrase 'The hottest love has the coldest end'. I don't want the bad history to be repeated again. I want it to be as perfect as It could be.

Love.