Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Where is my future?

Inspired by Jan of her american dream.
Her dreams really makes me wonder how about me?
She can see a clear view of her future and yet,
mine is still a piece of blur image.
Well, obviously I can't compare mine and hers. =.=
She was awaken earlier than me and with her realising
the importance of education since the beginning, obviously
leads her to the better way than I do. So, it's normal that she
has this opportunity to achieve her american dream with free
of charge (FOS).
While me, it wasn't too late yet. But of course, god is fair.
Who insaf earlier, who gets more benefit. Mine, isn't free anymore. T.T
I don't hope for something much, really. I just have a simple
wish which is to locate myself permanently in somewhere far, maybe..
aus, maybe uk, or singapore? lol. It is still an unclear picture.
To study there and leave this boring place - simple. Though, I have my
friends and people who I love and care still staying here and I know
I'll be real sad to leave them, but I really would like to try starting everything
all over again. Migrate there with my family, and living in a place where I'm a stranger and I could learn to attact with that kind of living style from the start.
Besides pursueing my studies there, I want my next generation, to have higher standard of living in a better development country.
Anyhow, I know some of my friends are leaving after their diploma course too.
So what's there to be worry some more?

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Personality Test. XD

You Are An ENFP
The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What Von means.

What Von Means
You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

How Sinful Am I?

Your Deadly Sins
Sloth: 40%

Envy: 20%

Greed: 20%

Pride: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice.

Love it!