~10 things I'm Sick of~
I'm Sick of..
1. being broke.
2. assignments.
3. going out everyday.
4. my mum's bad temper
5. waiting for 2010 to come.
6. doing the same thing everyday.
7. being in love again.
8. the new campus of Inti.
9. being emotional.
10. guys.
5 people I tag -kelvin, warren, jan, jennifer, and cy.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Feedback to warren 16/10 post
Agreed with Warren
N matter it is a challenge or dream, it is normal when we have the determination to continue pursuing it. Well, in aspect of relationship especially, even at the end of the day, you got the worst feedback ever, it’s all right. At least you did tried. It satisfies you more than enough already, yea? You’ve contributed your best effort to achieve it. Most people would say pursuing something which you know its impossible and you got nothing in return at the end of the day. BO TAT. In fact, for those who understand this theory, the wouldn’t care what are the results will be. An impossible for many, it might be a possible for you. Only you maybe. Wouldn’t that enough? You need any back ups to support? Nah. I don’t think so. Take all that with positive minds, and eventually things will be easier for you. Remember, to chase after a dream that you desire is never call as problem. And yea, a ‘Want’ that due to attractions or outlooks of a person is not what we call a dream. It is an unreasonable challenge in exact. Just by looking at appearance without knowing anything about their characteristics, you can’t just simply judge out the sentence ‘I want her!’. Or maybe just because your friends like her too. The feelings of being tempted eventually exist in most men’s conscious mind. These are the people who for some reason, find satisfaction just by telling themselves. ‘I Want To Win My Friends’. Agree? They take that as a challenge where it’s over after achieving it. It is an insult for those who really have their own dreams to pursue in a correct manner, where there will be appreciation and future can be seen.
Relating to Warren's question, What is my dream in a relationship?
To be honest, I had hesitation asking myself. I even spent few minutes thinking of it before scrolling down to read the next paragraph. Perhaps I hesitate because I dare not even ask myself this question. I had too many dreams in a relationship before, and A failure is what I got in return. Failure in relationship isn't a big deal, but the feelings of being hurt contributed pretty much i-don't-want-to-involve feeling in a relationship anymore. However, this doesn't mean that I don't support those that would wanna determined in something which they already had long-time consideration. I support anyone who willing to sacrifice for a person in your dream just like how I support Warren until today. I am still being supportive of his persistence. =) << a smile for you. Due to certain reasons, I stop pursuing my dream. Tired of progressing is not one of the reason, im sure many would judge that. Literally, I would not say that im regret for not achieving it. Not now nor future. Because part of my positive minds tell me that. Good memories we should keep it forever. While for the bad ones, lets flush it away! =D. of course, every commitment starts with good times. A bad ending doesn’t mean there’s nothing worth to be reminiscing in that kind of commitment. I look at the overall and not only the ending =) When I commit to that person, it shows sign that I had good times with him therefore, love feelings was formed inside me. However, it just failed to work out to deeper status between us. I don’t blame anyone. I don’t blame him either. I still like him as a friend, though at times it reminds me about the good old times every time when I look at him.
Lastly, Quoted from Warren’s post.
-A friend of mine once said to me “All you ever care is about yourself”. No matter how I look at it, that sentence sips deeply into me which then only do I realise how selfish I am.- I'm pretty sure that sentence was from me. =.=" Never knew it could make you stress out terribly by saying so. Anyway, your supportive friend hereby gives you her support again! Don't stop! Don't worry; it's not a dumb decision. =D.
N matter it is a challenge or dream, it is normal when we have the determination to continue pursuing it. Well, in aspect of relationship especially, even at the end of the day, you got the worst feedback ever, it’s all right. At least you did tried. It satisfies you more than enough already, yea? You’ve contributed your best effort to achieve it. Most people would say pursuing something which you know its impossible and you got nothing in return at the end of the day. BO TAT. In fact, for those who understand this theory, the wouldn’t care what are the results will be. An impossible for many, it might be a possible for you. Only you maybe. Wouldn’t that enough? You need any back ups to support? Nah. I don’t think so. Take all that with positive minds, and eventually things will be easier for you. Remember, to chase after a dream that you desire is never call as problem. And yea, a ‘Want’ that due to attractions or outlooks of a person is not what we call a dream. It is an unreasonable challenge in exact. Just by looking at appearance without knowing anything about their characteristics, you can’t just simply judge out the sentence ‘I want her!’. Or maybe just because your friends like her too. The feelings of being tempted eventually exist in most men’s conscious mind. These are the people who for some reason, find satisfaction just by telling themselves. ‘I Want To Win My Friends’. Agree? They take that as a challenge where it’s over after achieving it. It is an insult for those who really have their own dreams to pursue in a correct manner, where there will be appreciation and future can be seen.
Relating to Warren's question, What is my dream in a relationship?
To be honest, I had hesitation asking myself. I even spent few minutes thinking of it before scrolling down to read the next paragraph. Perhaps I hesitate because I dare not even ask myself this question. I had too many dreams in a relationship before, and A failure is what I got in return. Failure in relationship isn't a big deal, but the feelings of being hurt contributed pretty much i-don't-want-to-involve feeling in a relationship anymore. However, this doesn't mean that I don't support those that would wanna determined in something which they already had long-time consideration. I support anyone who willing to sacrifice for a person in your dream just like how I support Warren until today. I am still being supportive of his persistence. =) << a smile for you. Due to certain reasons, I stop pursuing my dream. Tired of progressing is not one of the reason, im sure many would judge that. Literally, I would not say that im regret for not achieving it. Not now nor future. Because part of my positive minds tell me that. Good memories we should keep it forever. While for the bad ones, lets flush it away! =D. of course, every commitment starts with good times. A bad ending doesn’t mean there’s nothing worth to be reminiscing in that kind of commitment. I look at the overall and not only the ending =) When I commit to that person, it shows sign that I had good times with him therefore, love feelings was formed inside me. However, it just failed to work out to deeper status between us. I don’t blame anyone. I don’t blame him either. I still like him as a friend, though at times it reminds me about the good old times every time when I look at him.
Lastly, Quoted from Warren’s post.
-A friend of mine once said to me “All you ever care is about yourself”. No matter how I look at it, that sentence sips deeply into me which then only do I realise how selfish I am.- I'm pretty sure that sentence was from me. =.=" Never knew it could make you stress out terribly by saying so. Anyway, your supportive friend hereby gives you her support again! Don't stop! Don't worry; it's not a dumb decision. =D.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
If u find youself in love with someone who doesn't love u, be gentle with urself. There's nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart....If u find someone else in love with you and you don't love him/her, feel honoured that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift u cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain. How u deal with love is how u deal with yourself and all our hearts feel the same pain and joy, even if our lives and ways are different....If u fall in love with another and he/she falls in love with u and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or access blame. Let it go, there is a reason and a meaning. U will know in time. Remember that u do not choose love. Love chooses u. All u can really do is to accept for all its mystery when it comes to ur life. Feel the way it feels u to. Overflowing then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in u. Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around u in any way u can.This is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love , and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them. The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead becomes someone who seeks love. They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.Remember this and keep it to ur heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons and its own reasons for coming and going.. U cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. U can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it leaves u. But if it chooses to leave from ur heart or from the heart of ur lover, there is nothing u can do and there is nothing u should do.Love always had been and will always be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in ur life. If u keep ur heart open, it will come again...
In conclusion, love is complicated -.-. Don't get involve if not necessary. Love begin, drama begin!
Grabbed from Jennifer Chen. =.=
In conclusion, love is complicated -.-. Don't get involve if not necessary. Love begin, drama begin!
Grabbed from Jennifer Chen. =.=
Happy Birthday!
A birthday which I shall remember forever. =) 9th of October 2008.
It started with 11.50p.m - 8th of Oct
Phone Rang. lol. Wasn't my phone ringing. But my mum's.
So she picked up and said a few words then she hang off. I didn't ask who as I was busy
replying friends who wished me before time. Then, mum suddenly asked me to
take her black bag from upstairs. So, I didn't think much, i instantly run up to her room.
However, her room was full with bags. And there are two black bags! So, I asked her from
upstairs "which black bag, mum?" She just said black one laaa! So, i simply took one down.
She said.. Not this one. I almost show my temper d cause she did not describe properly and i must do extra work. lele.
But I still run up again to take the other one. But when I got down, the whole place was dark and I got kinda shocked when I
see Warren's face =.=". While kelvin was holding the cake (belgium cheese). Yummy! And then, Happy Birthday song were sang by them! Haha. Thanks to ya'll! and Thanks for the top! love it. XD
Pictures of the night.
It started with 11.50p.m - 8th of Oct
Phone Rang. lol. Wasn't my phone ringing. But my mum's.
So she picked up and said a few words then she hang off. I didn't ask who as I was busy
replying friends who wished me before time. Then, mum suddenly asked me to
take her black bag from upstairs. So, I didn't think much, i instantly run up to her room.
However, her room was full with bags. And there are two black bags! So, I asked her from
upstairs "which black bag, mum?" She just said black one laaa! So, i simply took one down.
She said.. Not this one. I almost show my temper d cause she did not describe properly and i must do extra work. lele.
But I still run up again to take the other one. But when I got down, the whole place was dark and I got kinda shocked when I
see Warren's face =.=". While kelvin was holding the cake (belgium cheese). Yummy! And then, Happy Birthday song were sang by them! Haha. Thanks to ya'll! and Thanks for the top! love it. XD
Pictures of the night.
Before came into my house!
The cake is in my hand now. XD. Love it. Belgium Cheese!
12.00a.m! I was too happy i think til I cannot stop moving! LOL.
Cy texted me. ajak me to Queens to watch movie. I asked her. Only you, irene and me?
She said har yes. LOL. Then, when I reached. They asked me to meet them at paddington house of pancakes. Without knowing actually ah chor, yin choo, grace were also there. Then I got another surprise, where my 2nd birthday cake is actually a pancake! hahaha. Pictures will be uploaded soon. Let you all see how my pancake birthday cake looks like! hahaha!
After hanging around with them at queens, I thought of going gurney due to certain reasons. lol.
So, after I fetch yin choo back. Grace and I headed to gurney. There, I met ping, hazel, and teressa AND... grace's FRIEND. The most memorable part in gurney was in canon. We took pictures and developed it for FREE! haha. Pictures are in my purse now. *happy happy*.
9th oct - At night.
Went onestop for few rounds of pool. Then headed to mcd for a drink. Kel once again the joker and his extreme imagination... make me laugh my ass off. ("ketawa sampai pegang perut lagi keluar air mata!''). Anyone get this kind of message before? LOL!
Announcement to the world! I'm officially 18 people! XD.
- Once again, Happy Birthday to myself!
My birthday Pancake! Haha
Me. XD
Me. XD
Friends who I appreciate. =)
To be continued...
11th of October 2008 - 7.30p.m
Started the party about 7.45p.m. Before that, went to fetch my cousins first.
I won't forget about my relatives wan even I have my friends =D.
Warren was early.. So he followed me to fetch my cousins.
About 8p.m, punctually all of them reached except few of them were late -.-
At first, as Jennifer said, Everyone eat with silence =.=. tiam tiam ciak.. Jennifer tried
so hard to make everyone talk. She even sarcastically said that "if they continue to be so quiet, your brother walk how many steps at upstairs also we are able to count d". LOL! Then after that, out of no where, they started the Teik Wei and Teik Chia's jokes! Lol. Only few people understand. We gambled after eating. Played Thai 21? (Siam ban lak). Had so much fun. xD.
At about 11.30, the party dismissed and then we planned to go UPR for a drink.
11th of October 2008 - 7.30p.m
Started the party about 7.45p.m. Before that, went to fetch my cousins first.
I won't forget about my relatives wan even I have my friends =D.
Warren was early.. So he followed me to fetch my cousins.
About 8p.m, punctually all of them reached except few of them were late -.-
At first, as Jennifer said, Everyone eat with silence =.=. tiam tiam ciak.. Jennifer tried
so hard to make everyone talk. She even sarcastically said that "if they continue to be so quiet, your brother walk how many steps at upstairs also we are able to count d". LOL! Then after that, out of no where, they started the Teik Wei and Teik Chia's jokes! Lol. Only few people understand. We gambled after eating. Played Thai 21? (Siam ban lak). Had so much fun. xD.
At about 11.30, the party dismissed and then we planned to go UPR for a drink.
Pictures of the day..
The Food - Steamboat =D
Siam Ban Lak time!
Notice Ceci ! XD
A complete picture of the day. Thanks to them to make
my birthday a memorable ones. =D
This year's party was my best birthday ever. =D Usually every year, my birthday falls on Final exam. This year's it falls on Raya Holiday. XD XD.
-TheEND-
I just don’t understand
Why you’re running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you’ve already given up
See you know you’ve been hurt before
But I swear I’ll give you so much more
I swear ill never let you down
‘Cause I swear its you that I adore
And I can’t help myself, babe
‘Cause I think about you constantly
And my heart gets no rest over you
You, you, yeah yeah
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
And you can call me hopeless, baby
‘Cause I’m hopelessly in love
You can call me imperfect, but who’s perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I’m the only one for you?
So what’s wrong with being selfish?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I’ll be taking up your time
Till the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I’ve just gotta have you for ‘myself
Baby, I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you’re going through
I’ll be there for you when you’re in need
Baby, believe in me
‘Cause if love was a crime
Then punish me, I would die for you
‘Cause I don’t want to live without you
Oh, what can I do?
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
And you can call me hopeless, baby
‘Cause I’m hopelessly in love
You can call me imperfect but who’s perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I’m the only one for you?
Why do you keep us apart?
Why won’t you give up your heart?
You know that we’re meant to be together
Why do you push me away?
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless, hopeless
Because I’m hopelessly in love
You can call me imperfect but who’s perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do, baby
To prove that I’m the only one for you?
Selfishly I’m in love with you
‘Cause I’ve searched my soul
And know that it’s you
Selfishly I’m in love with you
‘Cause I’ve searched my soul
And know that it’s you
Selfishly I’m in love with you
‘Cause I’ve searched my soul
And know that it’s you
To prove that I’m the only one for you
So what’s wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish?
Why you’re running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you’ve already given up
See you know you’ve been hurt before
But I swear I’ll give you so much more
I swear ill never let you down
‘Cause I swear its you that I adore
And I can’t help myself, babe
‘Cause I think about you constantly
And my heart gets no rest over you
You, you, yeah yeah
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
And you can call me hopeless, baby
‘Cause I’m hopelessly in love
You can call me imperfect, but who’s perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I’m the only one for you?
So what’s wrong with being selfish?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I’ll be taking up your time
Till the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I’ve just gotta have you for ‘myself
Baby, I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you’re going through
I’ll be there for you when you’re in need
Baby, believe in me
‘Cause if love was a crime
Then punish me, I would die for you
‘Cause I don’t want to live without you
Oh, what can I do?
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
And you can call me hopeless, baby
‘Cause I’m hopelessly in love
You can call me imperfect but who’s perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I’m the only one for you?
Why do you keep us apart?
Why won’t you give up your heart?
You know that we’re meant to be together
Why do you push me away?
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless, hopeless
Because I’m hopelessly in love
You can call me imperfect but who’s perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do, baby
To prove that I’m the only one for you?
Selfishly I’m in love with you
‘Cause I’ve searched my soul
And know that it’s you
Selfishly I’m in love with you
‘Cause I’ve searched my soul
And know that it’s you
Selfishly I’m in love with you
‘Cause I’ve searched my soul
And know that it’s you
To prove that I’m the only one for you
So what’s wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish?
So what’s wrong with being selfish? Yeah.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Happiness.
How to become happy all the time? Being happy is not always easy, though.
It can be one of the greatest challenges that we face and can sometimes take all the determination, persistence and self-discipline that we can muster.
It is not what happens to us in life that determines our happiness so much as the way we react to what happens. Inner happiness that can be built inside our mentally minds depending on our maturity level. Maturity means taking responsibility for our happiness and choosing to concentrate on what we have got rather than on what we haven't. Thus, teenagers can gain their happiness by growing high maturity level. Being happy can be hard work sometimes. It is like maintaining a nice home - you've got to hang on to your treasures and throw out the garbage. Put yourself in a happy state mind and not in miserable state. Look at the bright side. One person sees the beautiful view and the other sees the dirty window. You choose what you see and you choose what you think. Well, this month I've been looking more to the good things. Sometimes life is being quite frustrated, but concentrating on happy thoughts, I manage live life to the fullest even I'm damnnnnn BROKE right now!! Remember, change yourself to adapt to this realistic world, and not change the world to make yourself for your own happiness.
It can be one of the greatest challenges that we face and can sometimes take all the determination, persistence and self-discipline that we can muster.
It is not what happens to us in life that determines our happiness so much as the way we react to what happens. Inner happiness that can be built inside our mentally minds depending on our maturity level. Maturity means taking responsibility for our happiness and choosing to concentrate on what we have got rather than on what we haven't. Thus, teenagers can gain their happiness by growing high maturity level. Being happy can be hard work sometimes. It is like maintaining a nice home - you've got to hang on to your treasures and throw out the garbage. Put yourself in a happy state mind and not in miserable state. Look at the bright side. One person sees the beautiful view and the other sees the dirty window. You choose what you see and you choose what you think. Well, this month I've been looking more to the good things. Sometimes life is being quite frustrated, but concentrating on happy thoughts, I manage live life to the fullest even I'm damnnnnn BROKE right now!! Remember, change yourself to adapt to this realistic world, and not change the world to make yourself for your own happiness.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
WHYYYYYYYYYY
I'm frustrating right now..
Why.................................
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
Why must it be that way?!!!
Why is a miserable question. I don't like it when it comes to this.
Please don't torture me anymore.
I can't take it any further.
Please make me be in a better state, and not in a
miserable state like what I'm at right now.
Please follow with what I've spoken and not what's in my heart.
Please set me free from this trap.
Please let me think 10000 times before I do stupid stuff.
Someone please slap me and make me wake up!!!
Why.................................
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
Why must it be that way?!!!
Why is a miserable question. I don't like it when it comes to this.
Please don't torture me anymore.
I can't take it any further.
Please make me be in a better state, and not in a
miserable state like what I'm at right now.
Please follow with what I've spoken and not what's in my heart.
Please set me free from this trap.
Please let me think 10000 times before I do stupid stuff.
Someone please slap me and make me wake up!!!
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Personality Test. XD
| You Are An ENFP |
 You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused |
What Von means.
| What Von Means |
 You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
How Sinful Am I?
| Your Deadly Sins |
 Envy: 20% Greed: 20% Pride: 20% Gluttony: 0% Lust: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice. |
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